Detroit Corktown 5K Recap- 2017

I AM ON A ROLL- Two blog posts within 2 weeks, I’m going to give myself a little pack on the back. πŸ™‚ Β I don’t do enough short distance races so this year I decided to sign up for some more 5K’s to just help me with my speed. My current 5K PR is 25:40, not super fast but for someone who ran her first 5k over 45 minutes, I think I’ve improved over the years!

The Corktown 5K is just one of the races here in Michigan. It’s huge, it’s followed by a parade, and it’s in you guessed it- Detroit’s Corktown district. This year was the 35th Anniversary of the race so it’s older than I am and every year people from all over Metro Detroit flood the streets for this event. I LOVE ST. PATRICK’S DAY- I’m 33 and since I’ve been legal to “go out” on the day I’ve taken a vacation day for every St. Patrick’s Day except for the two years I was pregnant with my sons. My family is Irish and do the same- it’s just always been a tradition. However, I’ve never done this race but to be fair I’m still somewhat new to the running game.

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I’m off track so back to the recap. My friend Katie was running the race this year and I decided to sign Β up too. Coming off of the Princess Half two weeks ago, I am just ramping back up my miles this week so I was a little bummed to not have a long run on Saturday. Actually I hated it- my husband had to run 13 miles for a half he is doing in two weeks and I’m so used to running on Saturday mornings, I really just felt off all day. I don’t like to run the day before a race, even a 5k, so I took the day off and pouted a little all morning.

I also have to back up and say that the week prior to the race was quite the week! We had the second largest power outage in Detroit’s history this week. A horrible wind storm came through on Wednesday and knocked everyone’s power out, we somehow were nestled in a area with power but my office was out for almost 4 days. Saturday before the race at 4 pm I got a text from a neighbor saying we lost power(they had to take ours down to fix others) but we got it back around 7:30 so it wasn’t too bad but I guess it was just enough for me to not remember to charge all my devices.(That part of the story coming later)

The race was the day of Daylight Savings Time and even though the race didn’t start until 10, we had to leave by 8 and I had to meet my friends by 7:30 so I still got up fairly early.The weather high for the day was 20 degrees- at the start of the race it was 14 degrees with a real feel of 5. I will be honest, I do not like running in the cold- I find no pleasure in it and I have two little guys in my house that get me sick ALL the time, I don’t need another contributing factor and if I get sick they get sick and I’m sure all parents can relate that it’s just not pleasant having sick children. I had already signed up for the race so I figured I would layer, layer, layer and just go with it at this point.

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I wore 2 pairs of running pants which I’ve never done, three layers of shirts gloves, mittens, long socks, and a hat…I was still freezing! We got there and it wasn’t tooo bad to park, alot of the bathrooms were open, and it was a quick walk to the start line. On the walk to the start line I tried to turn on my wireless earbuds and they were dead! I instantly started to panic, that is a FIRST WORLD PROBLEM, but I’ve never ran without music or an audiobook in my ear so I freaked out a little bit and had nowhere to put them so I would have to run with them in my ear anyway.

The race is big, did I mention that? The Boston Marathon race director, Ryan Hall, and Desi Linden were all on the stage talking before the race and I thought that was really fun. I tried to stay warm, move around, and stretch out my legs before the start. I was in the first wave of runners so the time went off and out we went. My first mile felt good- cold but good- I ran it probably too fast but in a 5k you don’t have much time to make up time like in a longer distance race so I wanted to run as fast as I could. My first mile was 7:49 on my Garmin and I was trying to slow down a little because I knew I was running too fast for me. In the second mile I started to notice my breathing much more. I have asthma and running in general can be hard some days but in the cold it’s really hard. Not having music at this point I think hurt me. I couldn’t drown out my breathing and instead I started to worry about it and pulled back a bit. My second mile on my garmin was 8:34. Coming back down the course I wanted to try to gain some speed, I was doing good at maintaining around a 8:30 pace in the third mile until I got to the brick road portion of the run and I hate running on uneven brick roads. My third mile clocked at 8:40 and the .14 on my Garmin to finish was a 7:42 pace. Official time was 26:04. Not a PR, but I will say this about something I noticed with me in this race- last year when I ran a St.Patty’s Day race I stopped a couple times and walked when I was tired. I feel like I’ve reached a point in races where instead of stopping because I know I’m not going to PR, I still keep going to try for the best time possible, and that is a breakthrough for me!!! For some this might seem like common sense but for me when I can’t breathe, stopping to catch my breathe has always been my fall back, and I’ve been consistently working on that in training. No stops, no pauses, just pull back to a slower speed if needed.

The race was very organized, the medals were nice and festive, and although it’s a large race and did feel a little crowded it wasn’t too bad. It was fun and I had a great time with friends after to kick off my favorite holiday.

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Since the 5k and I’ve had time to think about it, I really do feel like maybe short distances are just not my thing. I can run a 8:30-9 minute mile now and maintain that in distances and I like doing that more than running fast for a short distance. I just burn myself out too fast I think. Maybe I will get a 5k PR in one of the other races I have scheduled this year, but if I don’t I will always still celebrate that I’m out there running and doing something more than I thought I ever would with these lungs of mine.

Here are my stats:

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RUN HAPPY!!!

Jess πŸ™‚

 

 

Disney Princess Half Marathon 2017

I haven’t blogged in a LONG time, but really felt a strong urge to blog about the Disney Princess Half Marathon. The main reason being that before the race I searched for other blogs about the race to try to find inspiration or information about the course so I figured I would throw my two cents in, for what it’s worth.

Prior to the half I had at least 15 people tell me that “you can’t PR at a disney race” or “just enjoy the race, stop for pictures, you pay a lot to run the race”. I searched for blogs that said someone had PR’d at Disney however each one said the exact same thing. I felt a lot of negativity about it and talked to a fellow IG friend @mittenrunner who had done it last year and had the same thoughts as me about the race going into it. She told me to ignore what people had to say and go for it. I was spending 5 days ate Disney with my family so I had plenty of time for character pictures with them, it was not on my bucket list for the race to stop for pictures.

That being said, after the first couple days of being on vacation with my family I was questioning whether I would be able to pull out a good race. Taking a racecation to Disney with your family is hard. On Friday alone I walked over 12 miles in the Magic Kingdom- Saturday I walked 8 miles at Animal Kingdom- and Sunday morning was the race. Sleeping was hard with my two year old and eating resort food is not exactly the best pre-race fuel. My husband kept lovingly saying “this is what you signed up for” and he was right. I was first there to be with my family and did not want our time to suffer on vacation because I was doing a half marathon.

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Race day morning I woke up around 2:30, moved my son to his side of the bed, and quietly got ready with my iPhone light in the bathroom because I did not want to wake them up. I chose to have my husband and kids stay back due to the early time they would have had to be up to catch the bus as well and I wanted them to be fresh for the day ahead.

I put all the things I needed in my checked bag and walked to the bus stop in the dark. The buses were running great at my resort. I was lucky to walk right on a bus and did not have to wait. When we pulled in to Epcot there was a flood of women walking towards the park. Finally you come to the area where you check your gear and many women were sitting strecthing while a DJ played. I sat down, drank my pre-run drink and had my banana that I had got from the resort the night before. At this point it was around 4:15 am. Gear check was great- simple and easy. After that I started the long walk to the corrals. It really is a long walk, people were not kidding about that! There is a large amount of porta-pottys before you get to the corrals so I tried going to the bathroom here thinking it would be my last chance. I then walked to my corral(Corral C) and sat down and chatted with some women. On the way to the corrals between F-G there were more bathrooms so I decided at 5 to go back and go once more. Once I got back the corral was much more filled but I worked my way up to the front and starting talking to some ladies and listening to the entertainment. Figuring out the whole skirt plus shorts plus my running buddy pouch was a little bit of a debacle but at that point I had to just go with it!

After A and B were released I felt a strange feeling of calmness that I usually don’t feel before a race. I was ready for this and ready to run disney! The first few miles you run on the highway and it was dark(my kind of running) so I just got in my groove and settled into a pace that felt good- but honestly was way too fast for the first miles of a half. When we come up to around mile 5 the crowds were lined up before you reach the park and I was cheering and enjoying the crowd, honestly not paying attention to my time and it felt great! When you reach the park and you turn on Main Street it is seriously a beautiful site! You can see the castle and it looks beautiful lit up at night. The energy was so great and I was definitely riding that high.

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Funny side note- when I was running to the castle “Highway to Hell” came on my playlist. I had mixed feelings about having that on while I was running through Cinderella’s castle but it obviously pumped me up!!

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Coming out of the park around mile 7, I knew from what I read I had little crowd support until the finish and that it would be all me against myself. Only a couple times did I feel like I was crowded but never to the point where I couldn’t maintain pace(like some people had told me). The sun started to come up and it started to get hot. I took my first fuel(my sports beans) a little before mile 8. This is normal for me- I don’t usually fuel before mile 7 because of my sensitive stomach. My pace had started to slip a little but I pushed myself and never stopped. In my mind I kept saying “you can rest your feet at the pool later, don’t stop now for rest.” Everyone said the overpasses were tough and I took it with a grain of salt because I run a lot of hills around where I live so I figured it wouldn’t be too bad. However at the end of a half marathon, they hurt. I personally had a hard time finding my footing on these, I felt like I was running sideways and up a hill at the same time. It took energy just finding where in the road was the best place for me to run. I felt a huge surge of relief when I saw Epcot but once you are there you have to go a mile or so once you get into the park! I dug deep and finished with an official time of 1:57.57 and I high fived Mickey at the finish!!! Β A 5 minute PR over my first half marathon in October 2015. I cried tears of joy and I think the volunteers thought I was hurting but I was just so thrilled to finally break the sub 2 mark. After you finish you follow a line where they give you a personal box of food and goodies with a nice clean tote! I thought this was a cute touch! I picked up my gear and was back at my resort by 8:30! I didn’t feel like I missed much with my boys and I was just on a runners high all day!

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Looking back I wouldn’t have done anything different. When you sign up for a vacation run you forget about all the variables that can hurt you- the warmer temperatures, the exhaustion of traveling with two young kids, the pre-race food, and the little to no sleep in a place that is not home with a two year old sleeping next to you. I think though because of this I “let it go” I let myself run for fun and enjoy the moments while I ran instead of putting the pressure of the PR on myself like I have for every other half marathon. I do not regret at all not stopping for character pictures because I got plenty of those with my kids. Run Disney really does put on a great race and it’s very organized- I would highly recommend it to anyone! I had a great vacation with my family in Disney World and was able to get a new PR! What’s better than that?!

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Official Stats:Β 

Division Finish (30-34) – 105/ 3264

Finish Overall (Women) – 697/18,499 (it’s definitely a huge race!)

Have you ran a Disney race before? What’s your favorite?Β 

 

-Run HAPPY!!!!

Jess πŸ™‚

My First Marathon Journey

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I’ve been slacking on my blogging. I’ve actually been working on this one for about a week now- a little bit at a time! I haven’t blogged about any of marathon training so one big blog post will have to suffice!

To say that this marathon training has changed the way I look at running is an understatement. I’ve learned so much while training for my first marathon so I thought I would share them with you.

  1. It’s HARD to stay healthy and not injured all the time. I haven’t posted much on Instagram about my injuries through this training. I started training with peroneal tendinitis in my left foot. For the first couple weeks I thought I would never get over it. It hurt to walk on it flat so running was hard. I started going back to my chiropractor two times a week to have active release therapy done and it helped and gradually went away. A couple weeks later I started having pain around my ankle- turns out my posterior tibial tendon was flared up as well and was causing spurs around my shins. I taped, iced, elevated whenever I could and little by little it healed or started feeling better. Then all of a sudden my right hip started hurting. My hips hurt every once in awhile after a long run but this was different. My hip hurt so bad I couldn’t sit down and still for more than 20 minutes without stretching it out. Back to the chiropractor I went for ALL the treatment he could possibly give me. My hips were very twisted from the trails I’ve been running on my long runs. My last peak week long run of 22 miles was also at the peak of when my hip was flared up. I was in so much pain the night after the run I couldn’t sleep. More stretching and tapering my miles helped though and now my hip is feeling more normal again. I’m not even going to start on the blisters…the humid summer has not been kind to my feet by any means. The point is, running is hard on the body and learning how to treat it and how to pace yourself and NOT change your gait to compensate for an injury is even harder. With a week left, I am focusing on letting my body heal before the marathon.
  2. There is never a right time to train for a marathon. I think I picked one of the busiest times in my life to run a marathon. I’m at a crucial point in my career and my job has been overwhelming this summer with SO much activity. My cousin is getting married and I am planning a trip for us at the end of September. My kids are busy little bees and I am trying to make time for my husband in there too. πŸ™‚ We have had something planned every single Saturday after I have to long run so really I only have an hour of downtime before I have to get ready and go. This has also been one of the hottest summers- training in the heat is hard but it will be worth it if the weather breaks. What I’ve learned for this is to cherish the rest days and honestly just relax on those days.
  3. ALL THE FEELS. I cry a lot lately. I cry for no reason at all. I cry because I’ve made it through training, I cry because I feel lucky to be able to run, I cry because I never thought I could do something so big.
  4. Pacing for a marathon is so different than pacing yourself for a half. For the last year my goal was to get a sub 2 half marathon. With this training I’m training to run so many more miles than I have before, so to risk not getting injured more(see point 1) I’ve kept my paces pretty even, I haven’t pushed for fast runs and I’ve focused on the long run. This took some adjustment in the beginning to my mindset. I felt like I was going backwards with running instead of forward but once I realized that I have to run smart to get through the long runs it allowed me to relax more into the runs.
  5. Find your plan and stick with it. Everyone wants to give you advice and like when I was pregnant I listened to everyone but I have picked out a few things that have worked for me. Everyone is different and I can’t run 6 days a week and 80 miles per week. I just don’t have time. Also fueling has been important for me on long runs. I bought a Nathan hydration vest and have worn it on every long run. It’s the lightest vest they sell but still with 2 liters of water it adds weight and a little discomfort with some chaffing on my collar bones. Some people can carry a water bottle, use a belt…but I can’t and I needed water on those long runs. There are so many factors but find your groove and go with it! 
  6. Your support system has to be great and you find out who truly supports you. I can’t stress this one enough! I do most of my runs while my husband and kids are sleeping so it doesn’t really affect them during the week but my long runs on Saturday have left my husband getting the kids up every Saturday this summer and taking care of them until I’m done and then after as well while I shower and decompress. But let’s talk about emotional support! I’ve spent countless Fridays stressed out about the long run the next day. I don’t know how I would have got through some of the days without messages with friends and loved ones that support me, text messages or emails that I would get after the long run from people who knew I was out and just wanted to say “they were thinking of me” or “you can do it”, my husband dealing with my schedule and emotional craziness some days, and the Instagram community. People may think the IG running community is crazy but I love all the support and virtual cheers that I get on IG, I honestly do think about a lot of the comments when I’m out on a long run. My parents think I’m crazy but have been huge cheerleaders for me the whole time and helped any time Justin was traveling so that I could still get my scheduled runs in.Finally my kids are my biggest supporters- it’s hilarious to hear them talk about me running and just knowing that I am setting a good example for them keeps me going as well.
  7. You are stronger than you think. I never thought I could run a 5k. Then I did, then I ran 13.1, 14, 16, 18, 20, 22…WOW. How I did that, I’m not sure. Your body is capable of amazing things, if you push yourself, tell yourself not to quit, and just keep going. The pain of quitting is way worst than the pain you feel when you are in the run. I wanted to quit so bad on my 22 mile run, it was pouring down rain, muddy, and the hottest day. I was a little delirious and did not feel good. It was such a new feeling and it scared me. I thought of every inspirational thing I could think of to keep myself going and when I finished I was so thrilled to be done but also did not feel great. I sat at my car for about 45 minutes before I would drive. I could really go into that story more but it’s done and I’m happy that it’s completed. Some mornings I wanted to sleep in but knew I couldn’t because with marathon training skipping a run is not an option for me. I had to do it even if I hated every minute of it. It’s all mental strength and yes I’ve had to turn down some Friday night plans because I was running the next morning but this is what I want right now so it’s worth it for me. 

I could go on and on because this has been an eye opener for me as a person and a runner. I have an A, B, and C goal and the C goal is to just finish the marathon. Conquering the distance is what matters to me right now. I’ll worry about speed on my next marathon πŸ˜‰

September 3rd is right around the corner! Ahhh! I feel ready for you Marquette! 

#runhappy 

– Jess 

Bayshore Half Marathon RecapΒ 

Reflecting on my experience at the Bayshore half marathon this weekend and decided to post my recap now while it’s fresh on my mind! 

By far the training for this half brought the most physical breakthroughs and I pushed myself harder than I ever had before. My pace is getting quicker and I’m really learning to keep my pace consistent as well as my breathing. 

The Monday before the half I had a great 6 mile run. My husband was traveling for work the next two days so I knew I wouldn’t have time to get another run in until Thursday. On Tuesday randomly my left foot started hurting on the outside. I had the same exact pain back in November and I rested for 6 days and it was fine. I chalked this hurt up to it being in my head before the race but still stayed off of it as much as possible. Thursday I decided to do my 3 mile shakeout run and it didn’t hurt during the run but immediately after it hurt. Still I kept thinking it was in my head. 

We left for Traverse City on Friday morning, the day before the race. The weather had been a point of discussion with everyone the entire week. Highs of 85 degrees and high humidity was what the forecast called for and maybe rain. Being that I live in Michigan, almost every single long run I’ve had this training round was between 30-45 degrees so I knew I wasn’t prepared for the heat but you can’t train for weather conditions and I didn’t want to make it an excuse.

We got up there, met our best friends who were also doing the race, and went to packet pickup. Packet pickup was awesome because we were able to meet some IG friends that were also doing the race! It’s really fun to meet people you have talked to for a year in real life! 


After packet pickup we went to dinner and then decided to drive the course. The half starts at a different point than the marathon and 10k and this was the first year they allowed a certain amount of people to park at the half start. In years past everyone was bused to the start. We really just wanted to see where we had to go and how long it would take to get to the start from our hotel. The scenery is absolutely beautiful and we had fun stopping at some scenic outlooks. 


Then we drove back down the course. Everyone said mile 1 was the only “real” hill but driving it made us all a little nervous. Not just one hill- rolling hills for almost 2 miles. Then it turns on to the lake and it’s pretty flat from there. The course is beautiful- I would recommend it to anyone! There is definitely a reason it sold out in 11 minutes! 

The morning of the half I got up, did my pre long run routine and taped my foot because it was slightly bothering me still. Even though it was hot I opted to not wear shorts because my crops support my knee well and I had trained more in them. 


When we got to the race start it was already extremely humid and starting to heat up at 6:45. Race time was 7:30- last year I was told that it was around 35 degrees at the start. The lines were long for the bathrooms but we all got in and to the starting line by 7:10. 


As I stood there right before the start I knew I needed to go to the bathroom again but I didn’t have time at that point. And all of a sudden we were off…

Mile 1-Surprisinly wasn’t as bad as I thought. I felt strong, my time was great, my pace was on for mile 1. 

Mile 2- I stopped to go to the bathroom- I had to. I knew it would hurt my time but I couldn’t be miserable for another 11 miles. I was ahead of my goal pace at that point so I figured it was the best time to stop.

Miles 3-8- I made up my time but was starting to fade from trying to make up my time. I passed my husband who has been injured through training and he told me to keep going and that I was on track. That made me feel strong and I pushed as hard as I could. I stopped at every single water stop- it was so humid and hot and my body needed the hydration. 

Mile 9- This is close to where it starts to turn off the water and I could feel my body hurting and sweat pouring out of me. My breathing was heavy and I tried to control it and take deep breaths. 

Mile 10-12 – I knew I was going to be close to my goal to get a sub 2 but started thinking about my B goal which was just to PR. 

Mile 13- Probably the longest mile of my life thus far. The course goes through a college at the end, up some small hills, and ends on a track. I pushed myself fast in the end and I didn’t know if I had got a PR but knew I missed the sub 2 and was already at peace with it before the race ended. 

My official time was 2:02. The same exact time I ran my first half in back in October. That day was 40 degrees and perfect running conditions and I also ran with a pacer at my first race. I said it on my IG post and I will say it again- I  feel so proud of that time in the heat and humidity. There will always be another half and maybe if it would have been cooler I would have got a sub 2, I will never know but I know that I do not at all, even a little bit feel disappointed with my time. 

What I am upset about is my left foot. It’s hurt right now. It didn’t hurt horribly bad through the half but as soon as I stopped it was throbbing! I can’t walk flat on it, for once in my life wearing heels helps the pain. If it is the same injury I had on my right foot some rest and ice will do the trick but just to be safe I’m going to make an appointment with the sports chiropractor this week. 

Half marathon number 3 in the books and I will definitely do Bayshore again! It’s a beautiful course and it was very well organized! Maybe next year I will get that 35-40 degree start time everyone was talking about πŸ˜‰ 


Marathon training starts in a couple weeks so I’m hoping to heal, rest, and then hop back into the crazy marathon training cycle! Ahhhh! 

Run Happy!! 

– Jess 

Get Lost in the Noise

Frequently people ask me what I am listening to or what is my favorite music to run to.

Let me start by saying I LOVE MUSIC! I love lyrics, getting lost in a song, and how hearing a song can change your entire mood.
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I’m the type of person that pretty much likes all music. I grew up listening to country music with my parents so it is still my favorite. I can always find the right country song to brighten my day. I like old school rock, rap, and alternative music that reminds me of growing up in the 90’s. I’m also a huge Coldplay and Maroon 5 fan but on the other hand Taylor Swift is always going to be one of my favorites. I listen to top 40 music and electro regularly too… So as you can see if the song hits me just right, I love it.

My absolute favorite running song ever is: ‘Til I Collapse by Eminem. If I’m in a rut and I can feel myself slowing or wanting to give up I know I can put that on and it will get me going. My standard running playlists consists of : Dr.Dre, Biggy, Blink 182, Eminem, Britney Spears, Outkast, Journey, Steve Aoki, and some other random techno songs that just make me feel speedy. One of my favorites to run to is “Pumped up Kicks” but Foster The People. Sometimes I will just throw a random country song in my playlist to change it up, it just depends on the run. I make a new playlist for every race I’m doing- even if it’s just a 5K. I use Spotify and I love how easy it is. If you want to find me on there and follow me you can see what I’m listening to on my race days.

Last year when training I stared listening to audio books on my longs runs. Initially I wasn’t sure I would like it but was trying to find something to pass the time quicker. I love reading but don’t have as much time as I use to before kids so this is a good release for me while I run. I’ve experimented with many different types of books- Memoirs, fictions, funny books, and podcasts. Now I listen to audio books on almost every run even if it’s just a short run. I love them and can’t get enough.

My favorite book I’ve listened to so far has been:

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I LOVED this book! I was so hesitant to buy this one because it didn’t seem interesting but it had great reviews and I’m so glad I did. I was obsessed with his story of going from not running to running a 50 mile ultra in a year at 50 years old. It kept me going and he is quite funny. I would recommend this book to any runner!

I also recently started listening to the Serial podcast. I finished season one and it is very interested. The only downside to this for me was that the episode time was not consistent so I didn’t like stopping in the middle of an episode if my run was over.

For a race though, I always listen to music. I just started today putting my playlist together for Bayshore next Saturday. Any must have songs you would recommend to keep me going? Leave a comment- I would love to listen to some new jams!

#runhappy

-Jess

 

What I never knew I always wanted…

I’m stealing a Carrie Underwood line from one of her songs on her latest album with the title of my blog, but the first time I heard the song I found it so relatable that I broke down in tears. With Mothers Day coming up this week I thought I would share my story about being a Mom.

Some girls grow up knowing they absolutely want to be a Mom one day. They play with dolls, babysit kids, and obsess over details about what their future children will be like. I was never one of those girls. I can count on one hand the amount of times I babysat as a teenager, didn’t play “mommy” to dolls, and never thought about having my own children. Of course when I was dating Justin we talked about it and I said I wanted to have kids one day…but it was more in passing “sure I want kids, one day”…because I think that’s what everyone says.

Quite honestly though the thought of having a kid really freaked me out. I’m an only child, I never took care of any babies, and as selfish as it may sound I just didn’t know if I could share my life with kids.

Luckily it never came down to me having a choice. Two months after I got married I got pregnant. We were not trying and to this day I will still say I wouldn’t have it any other way- I’m so glad that it happened on accident. If I would have waited until the “right” time I don’t know if I would have ever had a “right” time. Justin had just started his MBA program when I got pregnant, I was also in school full-time and working full-time. I wanted to be at least 30 when I had my first child, but I was 26(almost 27) by the time I had him and we were still newlyweds. It wasn’t at all ideal for us at the time but the moment I held Chandler for the first time my life was forever changed. I fell in love with every single piece of him. I know that’s how it is suppose to be- but I really doubted this when I was pregnant. How could you love something so much? Not many of our friends had kids at the time but other Moms had told me it was nothing like you can even imagine and they were so right!38961_425980485744_2585960_n.jpg

I never knew I wanted to be a Mom. How I would obsess over every little detail with him so much that it would keep me up at night. I’m a controlling person, I will admit that, and with Chandler I wanted to control every detail possible. I would lay on the floor and try to figure out why he wasn’t rolling yet, what the mechanics of rolling over were and how I could show a 4 month old to roll over. I was like this with every single milestone with Chandler, as many Moms are with their first child. He made me so proud and still does in every single thing he does. He became the love of my life on July 21st, 2010, his actual due date. He is a lover and a sweet soul. He is extremely smart and constantly surprises me with conversations we have. Even this morning when I kissed him on the head I could smell his scent and my heart honestly skipped a beat because he is still my baby even though he isn’t a baby anymore. He made me a Mom and gave me a gift that I never knew I wanted.

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I could have just had Chandler, my heart was so full I thought…but I knew I wanted Chandler to have a sibling. Especially being an only child, I wanted someone for Chandler. It was different the second time around, we did plan it out, we talked about it for years and decided when a “good” time would be. No matter what though I thought I could never ever love someone like I loved Chandler. I listened to what people would say, that love is multiplied not divided, but that seemed impossible.

My labor and delivery for Hudson was quick. I pushed for 5 minutes- two pushes and he was out. He actually came out so fast that he couldn’t breath and they had to take him to the Nicu to monitor him, plus he was on the small side and a couple weeks early. I instanly thought of everything I could have done wrong when I was pregnant- maybe I worked out too much, didn’t eat enough for him, didn’t worry as much or fuss about my pregnancy like I had with Chandler. All of that didn’t matter though when they let me hold him for the first time. He was mine- he made me a Mom again- and I fell in love with his tiny features and perfect round face. At the hospital I felt such at peace being with him and only him. I enjoyed my alone time with Hudson and took every little bit of him in.

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I was older, was already a Mom, and enjoyed being a Mom of a newborn so much more with Hudson. I didn’t obsess over every detail, I just loved to be with him and watch him grow. I never knew I wanted to have two kids, two boys at that, but Hudson has made me more of a Mother than I ever was with just Chandler. He is so very opposite of his brother. He challenges me, he is fearless, and he is a rough and tough playful boy. Hudson has the funniest little personality, he loves to dance, and when he does decide to give me love he does it in such a way that it takes my breathe away and makes me feel an overwhelming sense of happiness. 11222166_10153242271240745_2488358303822845689_n

When I talk to friends who don’t have kids yet and they say they are waiting for the “right” time, I always say there is never a right time. Something will always be going on in your life and you could wait forever waiting for the right time. I never knew how life changing these boys would be for me and how much love I could even have in my heart to give. I love being a Mom, even though some days are hard, frustrating, and exhausting. They are my world and my everything. I have a unique relationship with each of them and they have made me a Mom in different ways.

“Life has a way of showing you just what you need and who you were made to be”

– Carrie Underwood

Happy Mothers Day to all of you Mom’s out there! πŸ’—

Bayshore Half Training Continues…


The last four weeks have been pivotal in my training for the Bayshore half at the end of May. I’ve really pushed myself out of my comfort zone on my long runs hitting long run paces I had never before and I think I’ve finally found my rhythm. 

The last four weeks have also been probably the most stressful and pressure filled weeks for me at work. This has made me moody, tense, and very exhausted. My morning runs have suffered from this, in my opinion. I’m getting them in but I am more tired than I have ever been and have a hard time pushing my paces in the morning because I know how exhausted I will be later in the day at work mentally. 

So I’ve embraced the long runs. By Saturday I need to decompress, to let everything go, and honestly I’ve been having some conversations with God on my long runs. I’ve always had a hard time “zoning out” like some runners can but lately on my long runs I’m learning to just take it all in and be all in the run. 

In the last four weeks my left knee has started to hurt much more but KT tape has helped tremendously with that pain. I also went through almost two weeks of a numbing pain in the arch of my left foot. So I decided to do something this girl thought she would never do- I gave up high heels!!! I’m 5 foot and I have worn heels every day to work since I started working. I haven’t worn them now in 12 days and my foot pain is completely gone. Of course I will have to wear them for certain meetings and occasions but for now, I bought some very cute flats and I’m embracing being short! 

So how are my weeks going… 

Week 5- 19 miles. This was a cut week. I was on vacation with my family and had a 5k on the weekend so I didn’t long run. That was when I got my new 5k PR! This is when my knee pain started to come back so I decided to not do any other smaller races until after the half. Racing, no matter what the distance, forces you to push your body harder than usual and I don’t want to take the chance of another injury. 

Week 6- 27 miles. This long run Saturday was the first 10 miles I had run since my half in January. I ran it 11 minutes faster than the first 10 miler I ran last August! This is when I started having more confidence in myself. I started using my virtual pacer on my Garmin and set it to 9:15- it beeps if I’m ahead of pace or behind pace. It kept me going and paced me through the entire 10 miles. 


Week 7- 28.70 miles. This was a rough week. I was traveling for work, one of my morning runs called for 8 miles but I could only get in 6. I was exhausted the entire week and my foot hurt really bad. By the end of the week I was starting to lose the confidence that I had gained from prior weeks long runs. My long run called for 11.5 and I did it- at 9:15 pace and I was proud of that especially for the conditions and the pain I was in. As you can see my splits were not great the last half as I was going up the 2% grade. 


Week 8- 30.5 miles. This was my heaviest week of miles so far in training and my most consistent. I did speed work, kept my easy paced runs easy, and pushed myself on my long run! Another factor in my training right now is my husband. He has bad shin splits. We only run together on Saturdays but I’m worried about him and want to run on whatever path and grade that will be minimal pain for him. My kids were going to my inlaws early on Saturday morning so we decided to try a new route. I urged him to not do this route because it’s all pavement and I heard it was a little hilly but he said he would be fine. So we went- and it was HILLY! When he passed me in mile 2 I was instantly worried about his shin. I knew he wouldn’t want me to worry and would want me to just finish my run. He always finishes before me which means he waits awhile for me. We had 10 yards of mulch waiting for us at home with a storm coming so I kicked it in high gear in my last 4 miles so he wouldn’t have to wait as long… Maybe this is a tactic I need to use more often πŸ™‚ Negative splits and a sub 9:00 minute average on 12.5 miles. My fastest long run yet and I felt good after too! I can tell my endurance is building and my ability to push myself and pull back when needed is really working now! 


When I started training for my first half my paces were ALL over the place. I ran by feeling and would burn myself out early. I’m learning to calm down in those early miles, take it easy when needed, and push harder when I know I can! While training for Detroit my long run pace was 9:45-10:00 and when training for Key West my long run paces were around 9:30. 

I have 4 weeks until Bayshore, still chasing my unicorn- the sub 2 half! I know for so many that seems so easy but for me right now, it’s my goal and I hope that on race day I can achieve it! Either way I have pushed myself harder for this training than ever before and in the end I’m proud of that! 


4 more weeks of training – hoping for no more injuries, praying my husband will heel, and hopefully continuing to make small progress that will help me on race day. Earning my medal- one training run at a time! 

#runhappy 

– Jess