Gazelle Girl Half Marathon Recap- 2017

I signed up for the Gazelle Girl Half Marathon at the start of the year for a few reasons-

  1. I loved the idea of an all-female race and the impact that Gazelle has in the community.
  2. Everyone was signing up for races at the beginning of year and I had a little bit of FOMO.
  3. I wanted to add another “chance” to get a sub 2:00 half before I started training for Chicago in the fall.

So I’ll address reason number 3 first. Last year I had one half marathon in the spring(Bayshore) which turned out to be extremely hot and I finished in my exact PR time 2:02. It’s Memorial Day weekend so I had no other chances before marathon training in the summer last year to run to try to get a PR.

This year I had Disney in February but did not really anticipate getting a PR at Disney at the time I signed up for Gazelle. However, I did and I was extremely happy with my 1:57 at Disney. So going into this I had the Gazelle half, a 25K coming up on May 13th, and then also the Bayshore half marathon at the end of May. To be really honest, I felt weird going into this one because I had wanted a sub 2 half for so long that I had not really thought about what I wanted out of this race because I threw it in my schedule for a sub 2.

The two weeks leading up to Gazelle were personally and physically hard for me. I had a death in my family and also caught a bad sinus infection that lingered for two weeks. In fact, I still don’t feel 100% with breathing. Also, the Friday before the half I came home from work and started feeling very sick to my stomach. I went to bed early(too early) and then woke up around midnight and could barely sleep the rest of the night because I felt so awful. When we got up on Saturday to leave for Grand Rapids I was trying to make the best of it because it was nice to get away for the night without our kids so I was trying to be positive all day and enjoy the day.


The expo was from 11-5 at the Marriott and we were staying there as well so it worked out well. We got there and I went to the expo while Justin went for his long run. The expo was fun- they had a large amount of Nike Gazelle gear and also fun female vendors. They also had special drinks they made for the expo for the ladies attending which I thought was a cute touch although I didn’t have anything because again my stomach was off.

While I was there I was able to meet my friend from Instagram and also a blogger @mittenrunner and it was nice to finally talk with her as she gave me SO many tips about Disney this year and I was so grateful!


That night Justin and I went to dinner and then went back to the hotel to prepare for the next day. It was probably the most odd night before race I have ever experienced. We started a new Netflix series and watched a few episodes before bed. I was pretty calm about the race except for the fact that I didn’t feel too great but I figured a good nights sleep would help. WRONG! I woke up around 1 am with a fever and had horrible sweats. I took some Motrin and eventually went back to sleep but was not too optimistic about the next day.

When I woke up I felt a little better but I did question whether I should even do the race. I talked to Justin about it and he said to shower and give it some time. I slowly got ready and put some positive mantras in my head for the race. I still LOVED the idea of running with all girls and the empowerment of it all so I decided to go for it and just run my race. In my head I told myself “if you have to stop and rest because you don’t feel great, do it” but I had traveled to Grand Rapids so I wanted to do it!


Walking to the race I started getting excited and talking to other girls it made me forget that I didn’t feel good. I lined up, music was playing, everyone was dancing and then we were off. For the first 6 miles I hung around the 8:30 pace, and then around mile 7 I walked for just 30 seconds to eat my sports beans. I have a hard time chewing them and running so I like to walk and then I make up the time. The course was great, it was a beautiful day, and people were out for most of the course cheering us on. This is the first race in a long time that I didn’t wear a pace band, probably because my goal for so long was to sub 2 and I didn’t have a pace band set up for this race. I was determined to just have fun with it and was high fiving all the kids lined up on the course and the people in the parks cheering us on. At mile 10 my pace was slipping but I realized if I could keep that pace I would probably still have another sub 2, but wasn’t sure about a PR, but fought for those last three miles. This picture is from the last bridge you cross and I kept telling myself- “as soon as it ends the pain will subside, don’t stop, keep going”.

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To my surprise mile 12 was up an overpass that honestly felt like would never end, I finished that and thought “phew” on to the homes stretch. I had no idea what the course was like so when we started to get back into the city of Grand Rapids I thought I was in the home stretch until I turned the corner and saw one more hill which would take me to mile market 13. The crowd was steady and cheering and I kept pushing but honestly wanted to just walk up the hill. My Garmin had already vibrated that I was at mile 13 half way through the hill but I knew the course was a little long or I didn’t run the tangents right on so I pushed and kept going. I turned the corner and saw the finish line and sprinted as fast I I could. I didn’t even look at my Garmin to see if I needed to sprint to get a PR, I just RAN! When I got closer I could see the clock had just turned to 1:56 and I knew I had a PR. As soon as I crossed the finish line though I immediately started gagging. I’ve never done that before. I felt like I was going to pass out or throw up and then I saw Justin yelling my name and he came into the finish area and I took his arm and could barely walk. He wasn’t supposed to be in there so he was told, but he walked with me out of the finish area to get a water and I started to feel better instantly. He actually was the one who told me to check my official time, I was still a little out of it and did not even think about it at first! I was pleasantly surprised to see 1:56.06 – a 1:51 minute PR from Disney! Considering I almost didn’t run the race 4 hours prior to that I was thrilled with my time.


Overall, I would highly recommend this race to all women! Everyone was so nice, uplifting, and the overall event was just fun! It might be on my list to do every year and the medal was cute!


Official stats:

My watch was a little off again because I’m horrible at running tangents!

 

And as always thank you to my constant cheerleader for being there, keeping me positive, and holding me up at the end! We had a nice big pizza after the race to celebrate and maybe a cocktail πŸ™‚ We will be back in Grand Rapids in two weeks for the Fifth Third RiverBank 25K!


Run Happy!

– Jess

Trail to the Victors- Big House 5k- 2017

This is my third year running this race and it definitely holds a very special place in my heart. I started running in February 2015 so as a “runner” this was my first official 5k. I had done one other a couple years prior but walked most of it and also did a fun color run, but this is the first 5K that I tried at as a runner. It also is just an amazing race, being a big Michigan fan it is so awesome to finish the race on the 50 yard line of the Big House. Over 5,000 runners do this race because of just that, it’s something special and different!


It was so fun meeting up with some of my friends from Instragram (Amanda and Angie) before the race and just hanging out with Justin(who was trying to get a sub 20 min 5k). We all talked until about 5 minutes before the race started and then lined up and got ready to go!


Since this was my third year doing the race I knew just what to expect. I got a PR last year at this race and like last year I wanted to run the race smart. The largest climb is in the first mile and I talked to my running coach @run4prs prior to the race and she told me to try to stick with a 8:10 mile for the first mile so I didn’t use all my energy which I have done in other 5k races. I ran the first mile in 8:07- perfect. As soon as my wrist vibrated and I saw the 8:07, I told myself it was time to speed it up a little bit but not use too much energy still. I think 5k’s are SO tricky, like I said in my last blog post they are definitely not my favorite. I like to settle into the run, not run as fast as I can. The second mile in a 5k is always the longest mile for me and this was no different. So many turns and corners I felt like I was never going to get to mile 2. Mile 2 clocked at 7:56 and I was happy with that. In that last mile I was running against the wind and I felt like I was really slowing down. I didn’t have my watch set to show my overall time but to just show my lap time so I could focus on keeping my pace. I really thought I was losing pace and I was a little because mile 3 clocked at 8:03 but I was still happy with that. Right when you reach mile 3 it just before the tunnel into the stadium and you can hear the loud speaker and the fight song playing. It definitely pumps you up running into the field and on the field. On my Garmin the last .18 clocked at 7:07 pace- I saw my husband on the sidelines and the clock at 25 minutes and just ran as fast as I could to the finish.

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Official time- 25:20 and a 20 second PR. My husband got a minute PR with a time of 19:47 so I was extremely happy for him because he has been trying to get a sub 20 minute 5k for a long time now!

This race never disappoints, we have had cold weather, snowy weather, and then this year it was beautiful but each time the atmosphere is just fantastic and I would highly recommend it to anyone! One of the best things for us is that it starts at 8:30 so not a very early start and we were done, took pictures, and out of there by 9:15. We can get back home to our kids and not out all morning!

I’m SO happy to say that each year I have improved. 29:46 the first year and 26:01 last year. It’s a slow process but I am feeling much more confident in all my runs lately and I definitely need that for my next two half marathons and going into marathon training this summer.

Here are my official Stats this year:


Run Happy Friends!!!


What’s your favorite 5k? I think everyone has one that holds a special place, what is yours?

XOXO

Jess

Detroit Corktown 5K Recap- 2017

I AM ON A ROLL- Two blog posts within 2 weeks, I’m going to give myself a little pack on the back. πŸ™‚ Β I don’t do enough short distance races so this year I decided to sign up for some more 5K’s to just help me with my speed. My current 5K PR is 25:40, not super fast but for someone who ran her first 5k over 45 minutes, I think I’ve improved over the years!

The Corktown 5K is just one of the races here in Michigan. It’s huge, it’s followed by a parade, and it’s in you guessed it- Detroit’s Corktown district. This year was the 35th Anniversary of the race so it’s older than I am and every year people from all over Metro Detroit flood the streets for this event. I LOVE ST. PATRICK’S DAY- I’m 33 and since I’ve been legal to “go out” on the day I’ve taken a vacation day for every St. Patrick’s Day except for the two years I was pregnant with my sons. My family is Irish and do the same- it’s just always been a tradition. However, I’ve never done this race but to be fair I’m still somewhat new to the running game.

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I’m off track so back to the recap. My friend Katie was running the race this year and I decided to sign Β up too. Coming off of the Princess Half two weeks ago, I am just ramping back up my miles this week so I was a little bummed to not have a long run on Saturday. Actually I hated it- my husband had to run 13 miles for a half he is doing in two weeks and I’m so used to running on Saturday mornings, I really just felt off all day. I don’t like to run the day before a race, even a 5k, so I took the day off and pouted a little all morning.

I also have to back up and say that the week prior to the race was quite the week! We had the second largest power outage in Detroit’s history this week. A horrible wind storm came through on Wednesday and knocked everyone’s power out, we somehow were nestled in a area with power but my office was out for almost 4 days. Saturday before the race at 4 pm I got a text from a neighbor saying we lost power(they had to take ours down to fix others) but we got it back around 7:30 so it wasn’t too bad but I guess it was just enough for me to not remember to charge all my devices.(That part of the story coming later)

The race was the day of Daylight Savings Time and even though the race didn’t start until 10, we had to leave by 8 and I had to meet my friends by 7:30 so I still got up fairly early.The weather high for the day was 20 degrees- at the start of the race it was 14 degrees with a real feel of 5. I will be honest, I do not like running in the cold- I find no pleasure in it and I have two little guys in my house that get me sick ALL the time, I don’t need another contributing factor and if I get sick they get sick and I’m sure all parents can relate that it’s just not pleasant having sick children. I had already signed up for the race so I figured I would layer, layer, layer and just go with it at this point.

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I wore 2 pairs of running pants which I’ve never done, three layers of shirts gloves, mittens, long socks, and a hat…I was still freezing! We got there and it wasn’t tooo bad to park, alot of the bathrooms were open, and it was a quick walk to the start line. On the walk to the start line I tried to turn on my wireless earbuds and they were dead! I instantly started to panic, that is a FIRST WORLD PROBLEM, but I’ve never ran without music or an audiobook in my ear so I freaked out a little bit and had nowhere to put them so I would have to run with them in my ear anyway.

The race is big, did I mention that? The Boston Marathon race director, Ryan Hall, and Desi Linden were all on the stage talking before the race and I thought that was really fun. I tried to stay warm, move around, and stretch out my legs before the start. I was in the first wave of runners so the time went off and out we went. My first mile felt good- cold but good- I ran it probably too fast but in a 5k you don’t have much time to make up time like in a longer distance race so I wanted to run as fast as I could. My first mile was 7:49 on my Garmin and I was trying to slow down a little because I knew I was running too fast for me. In the second mile I started to notice my breathing much more. I have asthma and running in general can be hard some days but in the cold it’s really hard. Not having music at this point I think hurt me. I couldn’t drown out my breathing and instead I started to worry about it and pulled back a bit. My second mile on my garmin was 8:34. Coming back down the course I wanted to try to gain some speed, I was doing good at maintaining around a 8:30 pace in the third mile until I got to the brick road portion of the run and I hate running on uneven brick roads. My third mile clocked at 8:40 and the .14 on my Garmin to finish was a 7:42 pace. Official time was 26:04. Not a PR, but I will say this about something I noticed with me in this race- last year when I ran a St.Patty’s Day race I stopped a couple times and walked when I was tired. I feel like I’ve reached a point in races where instead of stopping because I know I’m not going to PR, I still keep going to try for the best time possible, and that is a breakthrough for me!!! For some this might seem like common sense but for me when I can’t breathe, stopping to catch my breathe has always been my fall back, and I’ve been consistently working on that in training. No stops, no pauses, just pull back to a slower speed if needed.

The race was very organized, the medals were nice and festive, and although it’s a large race and did feel a little crowded it wasn’t too bad. It was fun and I had a great time with friends after to kick off my favorite holiday.

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Since the 5k and I’ve had time to think about it, I really do feel like maybe short distances are just not my thing. I can run a 8:30-9 minute mile now and maintain that in distances and I like doing that more than running fast for a short distance. I just burn myself out too fast I think. Maybe I will get a 5k PR in one of the other races I have scheduled this year, but if I don’t I will always still celebrate that I’m out there running and doing something more than I thought I ever would with these lungs of mine.

Here are my stats:

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Jess πŸ™‚

 

 

My First Marathon Journey

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I’ve been slacking on my blogging. I’ve actually been working on this one for about a week now- a little bit at a time! I haven’t blogged about any of marathon training so one big blog post will have to suffice!

To say that this marathon training has changed the way I look at running is an understatement. I’ve learned so much while training for my first marathon so I thought I would share them with you.

  1. It’s HARD to stay healthy and not injured all the time. I haven’t posted much on Instagram about my injuries through this training. I started training with peroneal tendinitis in my left foot. For the first couple weeks I thought I would never get over it. It hurt to walk on it flat so running was hard. I started going back to my chiropractor two times a week to have active release therapy done and it helped and gradually went away. A couple weeks later I started having pain around my ankle- turns out my posterior tibial tendon was flared up as well and was causing spurs around my shins. I taped, iced, elevated whenever I could and little by little it healed or started feeling better. Then all of a sudden my right hip started hurting. My hips hurt every once in awhile after a long run but this was different. My hip hurt so bad I couldn’t sit down and still for more than 20 minutes without stretching it out. Back to the chiropractor I went for ALL the treatment he could possibly give me. My hips were very twisted from the trails I’ve been running on my long runs. My last peak week long run of 22 miles was also at the peak of when my hip was flared up. I was in so much pain the night after the run I couldn’t sleep. More stretching and tapering my miles helped though and now my hip is feeling more normal again. I’m not even going to start on the blisters…the humid summer has not been kind to my feet by any means. The point is, running is hard on the body and learning how to treat it and how to pace yourself and NOT change your gait to compensate for an injury is even harder. With a week left, I am focusing on letting my body heal before the marathon.
  2. There is never a right time to train for a marathon. I think I picked one of the busiest times in my life to run a marathon. I’m at a crucial point in my career and my job has been overwhelming this summer with SO much activity. My cousin is getting married and I am planning a trip for us at the end of September. My kids are busy little bees and I am trying to make time for my husband in there too. πŸ™‚ We have had something planned every single Saturday after I have to long run so really I only have an hour of downtime before I have to get ready and go. This has also been one of the hottest summers- training in the heat is hard but it will be worth it if the weather breaks. What I’ve learned for this is to cherish the rest days and honestly just relax on those days.
  3. ALL THE FEELS. I cry a lot lately. I cry for no reason at all. I cry because I’ve made it through training, I cry because I feel lucky to be able to run, I cry because I never thought I could do something so big.
  4. Pacing for a marathon is so different than pacing yourself for a half. For the last year my goal was to get a sub 2 half marathon. With this training I’m training to run so many more miles than I have before, so to risk not getting injured more(see point 1) I’ve kept my paces pretty even, I haven’t pushed for fast runs and I’ve focused on the long run. This took some adjustment in the beginning to my mindset. I felt like I was going backwards with running instead of forward but once I realized that I have to run smart to get through the long runs it allowed me to relax more into the runs.
  5. Find your plan and stick with it. Everyone wants to give you advice and like when I was pregnant I listened to everyone but I have picked out a few things that have worked for me. Everyone is different and I can’t run 6 days a week and 80 miles per week. I just don’t have time. Also fueling has been important for me on long runs. I bought a Nathan hydration vest and have worn it on every long run. It’s the lightest vest they sell but still with 2 liters of water it adds weight and a little discomfort with some chaffing on my collar bones. Some people can carry a water bottle, use a belt…but I can’t and I needed water on those long runs. There are so many factors but find your groove and go with it! 
  6. Your support system has to be great and you find out who truly supports you. I can’t stress this one enough! I do most of my runs while my husband and kids are sleeping so it doesn’t really affect them during the week but my long runs on Saturday have left my husband getting the kids up every Saturday this summer and taking care of them until I’m done and then after as well while I shower and decompress. But let’s talk about emotional support! I’ve spent countless Fridays stressed out about the long run the next day. I don’t know how I would have got through some of the days without messages with friends and loved ones that support me, text messages or emails that I would get after the long run from people who knew I was out and just wanted to say “they were thinking of me” or “you can do it”, my husband dealing with my schedule and emotional craziness some days, and the Instagram community. People may think the IG running community is crazy but I love all the support and virtual cheers that I get on IG, I honestly do think about a lot of the comments when I’m out on a long run. My parents think I’m crazy but have been huge cheerleaders for me the whole time and helped any time Justin was traveling so that I could still get my scheduled runs in.Finally my kids are my biggest supporters- it’s hilarious to hear them talk about me running and just knowing that I am setting a good example for them keeps me going as well.
  7. You are stronger than you think. I never thought I could run a 5k. Then I did, then I ran 13.1, 14, 16, 18, 20, 22…WOW. How I did that, I’m not sure. Your body is capable of amazing things, if you push yourself, tell yourself not to quit, and just keep going. The pain of quitting is way worst than the pain you feel when you are in the run. I wanted to quit so bad on my 22 mile run, it was pouring down rain, muddy, and the hottest day. I was a little delirious and did not feel good. It was such a new feeling and it scared me. I thought of every inspirational thing I could think of to keep myself going and when I finished I was so thrilled to be done but also did not feel great. I sat at my car for about 45 minutes before I would drive. I could really go into that story more but it’s done and I’m happy that it’s completed. Some mornings I wanted to sleep in but knew I couldn’t because with marathon training skipping a run is not an option for me. I had to do it even if I hated every minute of it. It’s all mental strength and yes I’ve had to turn down some Friday night plans because I was running the next morning but this is what I want right now so it’s worth it for me. 

I could go on and on because this has been an eye opener for me as a person and a runner. I have an A, B, and C goal and the C goal is to just finish the marathon. Conquering the distance is what matters to me right now. I’ll worry about speed on my next marathon πŸ˜‰

September 3rd is right around the corner! Ahhh! I feel ready for you Marquette! 

#runhappy 

– Jess 

Get Lost in the Noise

Frequently people ask me what I am listening to or what is my favorite music to run to.

Let me start by saying I LOVE MUSIC! I love lyrics, getting lost in a song, and how hearing a song can change your entire mood.
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I’m the type of person that pretty much likes all music. I grew up listening to country music with my parents so it is still my favorite. I can always find the right country song to brighten my day. I like old school rock, rap, and alternative music that reminds me of growing up in the 90’s. I’m also a huge Coldplay and Maroon 5 fan but on the other hand Taylor Swift is always going to be one of my favorites. I listen to top 40 music and electro regularly too… So as you can see if the song hits me just right, I love it.

My absolute favorite running song ever is: ‘Til I Collapse by Eminem. If I’m in a rut and I can feel myself slowing or wanting to give up I know I can put that on and it will get me going. My standard running playlists consists of : Dr.Dre, Biggy, Blink 182, Eminem, Britney Spears, Outkast, Journey, Steve Aoki, and some other random techno songs that just make me feel speedy. One of my favorites to run to is “Pumped up Kicks” but Foster The People. Sometimes I will just throw a random country song in my playlist to change it up, it just depends on the run. I make a new playlist for every race I’m doing- even if it’s just a 5K. I use Spotify and I love how easy it is. If you want to find me on there and follow me you can see what I’m listening to on my race days.

Last year when training I stared listening to audio books on my longs runs. Initially I wasn’t sure I would like it but was trying to find something to pass the time quicker. I love reading but don’t have as much time as I use to before kids so this is a good release for me while I run. I’ve experimented with many different types of books- Memoirs, fictions, funny books, and podcasts. Now I listen to audio books on almost every run even if it’s just a short run. I love them and can’t get enough.

My favorite book I’ve listened to so far has been:

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I LOVED this book! I was so hesitant to buy this one because it didn’t seem interesting but it had great reviews and I’m so glad I did. I was obsessed with his story of going from not running to running a 50 mile ultra in a year at 50 years old. It kept me going and he is quite funny. I would recommend this book to any runner!

I also recently started listening to the Serial podcast. I finished season one and it is very interested. The only downside to this for me was that the episode time was not consistent so I didn’t like stopping in the middle of an episode if my run was over.

For a race though, I always listen to music. I just started today putting my playlist together for Bayshore next Saturday. Any must have songs you would recommend to keep me going? Leave a comment- I would love to listen to some new jams!

#runhappy

-Jess

 

What I never knew I always wanted…

I’m stealing a Carrie Underwood line from one of her songs on her latest album with the title of my blog, but the first time I heard the song I found it so relatable that I broke down in tears. With Mothers Day coming up this week I thought I would share my story about being a Mom.

Some girls grow up knowing they absolutely want to be a Mom one day. They play with dolls, babysit kids, and obsess over details about what their future children will be like. I was never one of those girls. I can count on one hand the amount of times I babysat as a teenager, didn’t play “mommy” to dolls, and never thought about having my own children. Of course when I was dating Justin we talked about it and I said I wanted to have kids one day…but it was more in passing “sure I want kids, one day”…because I think that’s what everyone says.

Quite honestly though the thought of having a kid really freaked me out. I’m an only child, I never took care of any babies, and as selfish as it may sound I just didn’t know if I could share my life with kids.

Luckily it never came down to me having a choice. Two months after I got married I got pregnant. We were not trying and to this day I will still say I wouldn’t have it any other way- I’m so glad that it happened on accident. If I would have waited until the “right” time I don’t know if I would have ever had a “right” time. Justin had just started his MBA program when I got pregnant, I was also in school full-time and working full-time. I wanted to be at least 30 when I had my first child, but I was 26(almost 27) by the time I had him and we were still newlyweds. It wasn’t at all ideal for us at the time but the moment I held Chandler for the first time my life was forever changed. I fell in love with every single piece of him. I know that’s how it is suppose to be- but I really doubted this when I was pregnant. How could you love something so much? Not many of our friends had kids at the time but other Moms had told me it was nothing like you can even imagine and they were so right!38961_425980485744_2585960_n.jpg

I never knew I wanted to be a Mom. How I would obsess over every little detail with him so much that it would keep me up at night. I’m a controlling person, I will admit that, and with Chandler I wanted to control every detail possible. I would lay on the floor and try to figure out why he wasn’t rolling yet, what the mechanics of rolling over were and how I could show a 4 month old to roll over. I was like this with every single milestone with Chandler, as many Moms are with their first child. He made me so proud and still does in every single thing he does. He became the love of my life on July 21st, 2010, his actual due date. He is a lover and a sweet soul. He is extremely smart and constantly surprises me with conversations we have. Even this morning when I kissed him on the head I could smell his scent and my heart honestly skipped a beat because he is still my baby even though he isn’t a baby anymore. He made me a Mom and gave me a gift that I never knew I wanted.

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I could have just had Chandler, my heart was so full I thought…but I knew I wanted Chandler to have a sibling. Especially being an only child, I wanted someone for Chandler. It was different the second time around, we did plan it out, we talked about it for years and decided when a “good” time would be. No matter what though I thought I could never ever love someone like I loved Chandler. I listened to what people would say, that love is multiplied not divided, but that seemed impossible.

My labor and delivery for Hudson was quick. I pushed for 5 minutes- two pushes and he was out. He actually came out so fast that he couldn’t breath and they had to take him to the Nicu to monitor him, plus he was on the small side and a couple weeks early. I instanly thought of everything I could have done wrong when I was pregnant- maybe I worked out too much, didn’t eat enough for him, didn’t worry as much or fuss about my pregnancy like I had with Chandler. All of that didn’t matter though when they let me hold him for the first time. He was mine- he made me a Mom again- and I fell in love with his tiny features and perfect round face. At the hospital I felt such at peace being with him and only him. I enjoyed my alone time with Hudson and took every little bit of him in.

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I was older, was already a Mom, and enjoyed being a Mom of a newborn so much more with Hudson. I didn’t obsess over every detail, I just loved to be with him and watch him grow. I never knew I wanted to have two kids, two boys at that, but Hudson has made me more of a Mother than I ever was with just Chandler. He is so very opposite of his brother. He challenges me, he is fearless, and he is a rough and tough playful boy. Hudson has the funniest little personality, he loves to dance, and when he does decide to give me love he does it in such a way that it takes my breathe away and makes me feel an overwhelming sense of happiness. 11222166_10153242271240745_2488358303822845689_n

When I talk to friends who don’t have kids yet and they say they are waiting for the “right” time, I always say there is never a right time. Something will always be going on in your life and you could wait forever waiting for the right time. I never knew how life changing these boys would be for me and how much love I could even have in my heart to give. I love being a Mom, even though some days are hard, frustrating, and exhausting. They are my world and my everything. I have a unique relationship with each of them and they have made me a Mom in different ways.

“Life has a way of showing you just what you need and who you were made to be”

– Carrie Underwood

Happy Mothers Day to all of you Mom’s out there! πŸ’—

Big House 5K Recap!

This past Sunday I ran the Big House 5k, a race that ends at the 50 yard line in the University of Michigan’s football stadium. Last year it was the first “real” 5K I did after I decided I would give the whole running thing a try. Last year I finished in 29:46. It’s a hilly race, the city of Ann Arbor is not flat and the elevation change is quite significant. The first full mile is up a hill. When I went back the night before the race to look at my Runkeeper from the previous year I realized that it was a long 5k. My Runkeeper said 3.25 but Runkeeper was always off a little so I thought it could just be that. Also, the forecast called for 25 degrees and snow the morning of the 5k so I honestly was not pumped about this one. I told Justin the night before that I just wanted to have fun with it and do my best but was not expecting a PR.

We got down there, picked up our packet, and then sat in our car for about an hour until it was time to walk to the start line. It was too cold to stand outside. I decided to play around with my Garmin and set my virtual pacer to 8:15. I’ve never used it before but I ALWAYS go out fast in the first mile and burn myself out. I didn’t want to do that this time, especially knowing the first mile was a hill. All my training has been a easy pace first mile so I wanted to stick with that and let my body get into the swing of things. I don’t think I’ve ever been so calm before any race. It was freezing and I was dancing around to the fight song before the race, just trying to have fun with it.

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Once I crossed the start line, I did something I’ve never done before in a race. I didn’t bob and weave through people! I found a spot, watched my pace, and started up the hill. My virtual pacer kept beeping “ahead of pace” and I would slow a little and take it easy. I watched people pass me and didn’t care about it! I knew that I was running at my pace and was hoping it would help me in the long run. Once I made it up the hill and to mile 1 I felt good with a 8:23 pace so I picked it up. I ran my second mile at 8:06 and knew if I could keep it up I would PR! The people that had passed me in the first mile were slowing and I was passing them. I was finally listening to what my running coach has always told me to do!  I ran my third mile at 8:09- I couldn’t feel my feet or my hands at that point but temporary pain because it was only a short distance run!  You cross into the third mile right before entering the stadium. It’s SO fun running down the tunnel with “Hail to the Victors” over the loud speakers and the cheerleaders cheering you on. My watch was already past 3.1 when I hit the field to finish. I could see the time and knew that even with the extended length of the race I still finally had a new PR for a 5K!!

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Every race is a lesson and this one was no different! On the way to the race that morning I said to Justin “maybe I’m just not good in racing conditions”, I can run good training runs but under certain circumstances, maybe I just can’t do it. I don’t think I was being hard on myself, I think I was just really trying to understand WHY I can’t run the same runs I run outside or on the treadmill 4 days a week when I do a race. I let it get inside my head and with this race I went in with no expectations but to do my best and have fun- to remember that I love doing this!

This race proved that I CAN do it! in March when I did the Get Lucky race, I came 30 seconds short of a PR on a 3.09 mile course on a beautiful perfect condition flat race. In freezing weather I came in 33 seconds faster than my PR on a 3.20 mile hilly course. EVERY run is different, the conditions, your body, and your mentality for the race. If you get down on yourself and give up then you will lose the love and the fun of racing!

If the course would have been 3.10 my time would have been a sub 26 but instead I came in at 26:01 at 3.20 miles(8.09 average according to my garmin) and my previous PR was 26:34. You would have thought I ran a marathon, I was so happy with that PR! Some of you will laugh at that because it’s still not fast compared to many and my hubby who was disappointed with his 6:49 average pace run(insert mean face emoji). Just kidding- I’m always ridiculously proud of him!!

Here are my last year stats compared to this year stats! Seeing how much I improved in one years time was an eye opener for me. Just pacing myself, learning how to breath, learning my stride and everything that comes with training is finally starting to kick in! As a newer runner, it’s amazing what you can do with practice. Don’t give up on yourself if you think you are not making progress- because not everyone makes progress fast- it takes practice and a lot of good and bad training days! I’m proud of how far I’ve come in a year!!

It was a great race and we had fun running in the Big House- definitely a race worth doing and for a great cause! GO BLUE!!!

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As always – Run HAPPY!!

-Jess πŸ™‚